Still the same heroes

Hi assalamualaikum. its been years tak update blog. ive busy and lot of thing to do and hello im 20 years old guys! act im starting writing since i form 3? hahah its been a long time ok. so much thing ive go through act. I still been hurt and lonely. nothing changed i guess. the hero in this blog still the same person who can i said my first love. many man ive meet but still heart won't let him go. i just boleh cakap move on wthis i try kenal and contact other man but I really takboleh accept mcmmana I accepted the heroes tu. hati ni mmg taknak berubah ke? hahahahaha. bukan i taktry but ive tired to try tapi hati takboleh accept org lain.

Ya i still contact dengan dia till now sebabtu lah i still mampu stand and smile. i just act mcm kawan just like really really dah kosong takde perasaan dekat dia but you guys really need to know yang i still sayang dia and missing him every day like always and takberubah. i let him be wht he want biar dia having relations dgn org lain bukan sebab i bodoh or lembap but just all wht i want i nak dia happy even wthout me. yaa jelouse ada little bit tapi as long dia bahagia i pun happy. i takpernah pulak nyampah dengan gf gf dia even kalau nak rapat rapat dgn gf dia pun i seriously dont care. hahahahah. i dont know kenapa i mmg mcmni even i sayang dia banyak manapun i still buat buat mcm takda apa apa prasaan em i more mature now, ada jodoh takkemana.

Guys, even takda jodoh dengan dia pun i ok just itu akan berlaku bila Allah tukar prasaan ni kat org lain selain dia. i bukan act acah acah baik tapi i admit yang i ada ego tinggi and sebabtu i boleh go through all of this thing.

As women yes sometimes i kalah jugak and i fell down i nangis because terlalu rindu but wht to do. just close your eyes and smile think about the past good thing that we done even dah lama gila. even sikit kenangannya but its evergreen its cukup untuk buat aku senyum tiap kali nangis.

yang namanya azizi ni mmg permanent dalam hati aku hahah. let him be wht he want, i just need to keep supporting. i miss you the most " the old you". biar selama mana pun aku tetap ok even im not.

kbye 🐒